Jade Roper is sharing her enjoy with being pregnant loss. 

“I’ve been struggling what to write here as I’ve been navigating a miscarriage,” the Bachelor Nation celebrity wrote on Instagram Aug. 13. “It felt like all my dreams were coming true to welcome another baby into our lives, to love and to complete our family.”

Jade—who stocks daughter Emerson, 5, in addition to sons Brooks, 4, and Reed, 2, with husband Tanner Tolbert—later mirrored at the mourning procedure and famous the minute one will at all times reserve a playground in her middle. 

“While our hearts are completely broken and we have been dealing with the deep and complex grief of the loss, we have been blessed to be touched by his soul for his short amount of time,” she added. “I am forever changed.”

The Bachelor in Paradise alum—who met Tanner on season two of the truth order—additionally supplied additional perception into what she’s been going thru.